Love the way you lie

Really love this song!

Truly describe my relationship with husband in our early days before we got married.

Torture our self because you love him so much! Yeah..modernization of love is blind!

Eminem ft Rihanna – Love the way you lie

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that’s all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that’s all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem - Verse 1]
I can’t tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it’s a steel knife in my windpipe
I can’t breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it’s like I’m in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it’s like I’m huffin’ paint
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I’m about to drown, she resuscitates me, she fuckin’ hates me
And I love it, “wait, where you goin’?”
“I’m leavin’ you,” “no you ain’t come back”
We’re runnin’ right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it’s goin’ good it’s goin’ great
I’m superman with the wind in his back, she’s Lois Lane
But when it’s bad it’s awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don’t even know his name
I laid hands on her
I never stoop so low again
I guess I don’t know my own strength

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 2]
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you’re getting fuckin’ sick of lookin’ at em
You swore you’d never hit em, never do nothin’ to hurt em
Now you’re in each other’s face spewin’ venom in your words when you spit em
You push pull each other’s hair
Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you’re in em
It’s the face that’s the culprit, controls you both
So they say it’s best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don’t know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it’s a different day
Sound like broken records playin’ over
But you promised her next time you’ll show restraint
You don’t get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that’s why they call it window pane

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 3]
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn’t mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper’s just as bad as mine is, you’re the same as me
When it comes to love you’re just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn’t you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn’t as crazy as it seems
Maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don’t you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I’m pissed I’ll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won’t be no next time
I apologize even though I know it’s lies
I’m tired of the games I just want her back
I know I’m a liar if she ever tries to fuckin’ leave again
I’ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

[Chorus]
[End]

Although now we’re good..haha mostly like normal couples.. I know the feeling. The feeling that you almost can not stand but you can’t leave or you don’t wanna leave…

So What… ? O_o

Born – Walk – Go to School – College – Work -Married – Get Pregnant – Have Baby – Have another baby etc…

All life and traditional phase that we have to follow (orderly). Sorry to mention it traditional, not being a jerk and act modern. But kinda sick of it.

Here the situation. I already through out  those steps until getting married. I don’t say I do not wanna any baby. I do. We try. But hey, we still don’t get it. So what?  Maybe, we just like Carrie and Mr. Big from Sex and the City.. We love the way we are. And happy of course

You people can showing off  your babies, telling stories…

Believe me, I have no jealousy at all. Because we can do it also, we can make fun too, you know? We can watch midnight movie without bothering our parents. We can do traveling wherever we want without worries or have to pack lots of diapers.  We still can focus on our carrier, can come home late at night, spend our money to things that we love not what we have to love. Yeah..you got my point, rite?

I do see my self build complete family with babies and stuff. We try and still try…haha you can trust me on this. But, we enjoy our live now also. So, what ever… I will do it with fun.

Please listen

If you asked me, I will say I DO love my country. But, it seem my country and almost all people in it doesn’t want to be love or hard to be love. They keep destructing their self and not even move forward. People always point their finger at someone’s fault, accuse them making any mistake and not even bother to see theirselve in the mirror. Ditambah lagi banyak orang yang tidak mau menerima kritik dan masukan dari orang lain secara baik-baik. Bahkan tidak jarang ingin mencelakakan orang yang memberikan kritik tsb.

Sigh. If I could say something..itu sangat memalukan.

Can I say something? Buat orang yang mengkritik, please kritik lah sesuatu yang memang sudah ada dengan bukti akurat or even bukti fisik bahwa itu memang salah ataupun pantas dikritik. Tidak sesuai dengan kehendak anda bukan berarti salah! Please consider bahwa cara berpikir orang berbeda, prioritas orang pun berbeda-beda or even consider that he/she even DO NOT KNOW if it’s wrong. Kemudian sampaikan lah kritik dengan bahasa yang baik, trust me mengkritik dengan bahasa yang tidak behave membuat orang yang dikritik bukannya senang malah bisa empet. Jika bisa, sekalian berikan SOLUSI dalam kekurangan yang dia lakukan. Setidaknya bisa menjadi bahan pertimbangan dan menunjukkan bahwa anda benar-benar peduli dan bukan hanya omong kosong ataupun bertindak sebagai provokator.

Please also remember that they not priyayi, santo or somekind of holly person that constantly make mistake. Even you can make mistake, remember?

And, buat orang yang dikritik. If you think it’s not your fault. Give clear and truthfull evidences. Showed it to that person, if its needed give them your reason why you’re doing this or that. And if you think that you are wrong, admit it. Be a gentleman/girl.

I think the key here is.. LISTEN.

I’m not trying to talk about politics, economics or else here. But, I really do wish that my country could do better in the upcoming days.